express

having a blog, in my own personal opinion and many others, is a way of expressing myself. although, freedom of expression in my country is regulated if u know what i mean..

i try hard to forget this someone, as i fear if being used, but whenever i keep silence, this someone calls and i have to start everything from sketch. i think X knows well that i have feelings towards X. X actually has someone already, and thats why ive been trying to avoid X recently.

my housemates thinks that i should just go with my feelings but u know, that would make me feel guilty in the end. "sigh"

what should i do? I really like X.

I HATE THIS FEELING!!!!

Need someone else right away.. 911, HELP!!