no mood for raya, seriously...

its pretty bad that its now near raya. i have serious issues that i need to handle and u know what its starting to stress me out. i have totally no mood for raya and i hope that i can go back to shah alam asap. i hate being at home right now. shit! i should have bought the ticket earlier. now i have to stay untill the end of the week.

i dont know why but my parents dont really understand me. im also in no mood of studying.but u know what, i always want to be a lawyer. looks like my lack of physical abilities, has actually affect me and the way people judge me. and i dont think i could be a lawyer pun because of my u-know-what. so, i now decide that i shall complete my degree next semester and start working. period! no LLB for me!

hopefully they gona be happy with my desicion.

NO RAYA for ME! Yeay!

kete bwat hal

hish.. tak abes masalah ngan kete i ni.. dah la mentekedarah minyak, pastu selalu rosak plak. maybe dah uzur kot. planning nak tuka kete but tgk la rezeki mcm mana kan.. my dad tu sumtimes jer boleh percaya. haha.. nak taw cite selanjutnyer, sila ke blog sara..

malas nak taip banyak-banyak cuz dah mengantuk la.. esok flight ke penang pukul 9.30am so alamatnyer kenela bangun awal. hopefully semua ok walaupun x sedap hati nak fly esok. biasela, i tiap2 kali nak naik flight jer tak sedap hati. takot tak sempat taubat. mintak-mintak dijauhkanlah ye.

so, tadi pegi birthday nizi n frens punye birthday party yg vavavoom tu.. the food was great, thanks dD for inviting. sesi bergambar pun xnak kalah.. but i xde gamba nak share for the moment.

so dikesempatan ni nak ucapkan

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

xoxo, edy

Naz to sudan

motiff gambar?

firstly, tadi the whole day tak pegi kelas sbb bangun lambat and assignment tak siap lagi.. sedey jer. ingat nak pegi tutorial association, tapi xde rejeki.. huhu.. xpe xpe..

anyways, yg bestnyer tadi berbuka dengan mdm norha and lectures-lectures yang lain. it was a total fun, dpt makan byk(naik lagi la badan aku ni) hehe.. sebelum buke, sempat lagi berposing di dalam moot court. best!

then, we all pegi KLIA untuk hantar nas ke sudan utk seminggu jer.. for raya.. best kot raye oversea ni. hehe.. after dat gi kampung baru untuk meneruskan perjuangan bergossip dengan dino and rakan rakan.. and bile balik umah jer dah azan subuh.. huhu.. xsmpat la bersahur. sahur laha jer la.. haha

esok nak gi amek cek utk insentif masum.. entah berapa pun tak taw.. syukur dgn rezeki yg tuhan bagi. alhamdulillah :)

asignments...

huhu.. ade 2 assignments yang sapetutnyer dihantar next week tapi i tak even mulekan lagi. pemalas tol i nih.. study pun belum start lagi.. hopefully suer berjalan lancar sampai finals nanti. klas pun banyak ponteng kan. i ni mmg giler siket sem nih. i dont know why.. maybe banyak sanagt pikir bende-bende yang tak septutnyer dilakukan.

lecturers pun knal i sbb slalu masuk lambat. haha.. entahla kenape, bangunnyer awal, tp last kali end up dalam kelas tetap lambat. haha.

semalam sempat lagi tu tgk 2 movies, sex n the city dgn 21. best jugek la kan.. merelease tension..

petang ni tataw nak buke ape.. rase nak beli kat bazaar je kot. susah tol nak diet. mencik!!

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buke puase quite sad la today walaupun bersyukur..
makan maggi ayam sbb dah malas giler nak keluar n makan kuih bulan mini.. nasib sedap gak la, walaupun tasted nothing like kuih bulan pun kan. haha..

nasib baek kak huda, fyi, she is our tuan rumah, bagi sedikit spageti yang syedap gakk.. ade la makanan yg proper sikit. plan nak gi makan tomyam japgi kat bwh.. dah start balik kegilaan tomyam.. lets lets!!

Berbuke puase

tadi teman bob pegi midvalley, die nak jumpe family die. family yg peramah. i like! then, ingatkan plan nak buke together dengan dino, tapi die plak ade hal dengan geng-geng seangkatan dengannyer.. so, tup2 tak boleh.. so we decided nak pegi buke kat shah alam sajork..

bob menunggu makanan yg tak kunjung tibe..

well, i dah kurang selera sbb penat and all, so i cume makan tomyam campur je for my buke. plus, i realize that i need to diet kan.. so, oklah tu kannn..

my food yg dah abes makan.. kenyang gak.

trus blah lepas makan.. xnk tunggu lame-lame.. lagipun we all penat kowt..

gamba berangan sebelum keluar.. tembammmmmmmm :O

semalam bukak pose ngan nizi,dd,nas,bob,jazz,mel dan juge sarah.. i tak banyak amik pic.. so, ni jer yg ade..
sekian..
tak abes lagi bace the zahir dah keje asyik churr jerrr... huhu

xoxo

express

having a blog, in my own personal opinion and many others, is a way of expressing myself. although, freedom of expression in my country is regulated if u know what i mean..

i try hard to forget this someone, as i fear if being used, but whenever i keep silence, this someone calls and i have to start everything from sketch. i think X knows well that i have feelings towards X. X actually has someone already, and thats why ive been trying to avoid X recently.

my housemates thinks that i should just go with my feelings but u know, that would make me feel guilty in the end. "sigh"

what should i do? I really like X.

I HATE THIS FEELING!!!!

Need someone else right away.. 911, HELP!!

its 2.38 ... hurmm

me with bob and nizi

i dont really know what musim it is, but looks like everyone i know is having fever. accept me, i thought i had one, but it was rather a short rase-cam-nak-demam. maybe because of the tension kot. workload takdela banyak, or i just assume tak banyak pun.

it's puasa, and u know, hari-hari dah tak macam sebelum puasa.. tak dapat pegi lunch, dinner pun makan apetah, heh, takpe.. bulan mulia ni tetap bersyukur ok.

lately, ive been sleeping late la, taktau knape. maybe malas nak sahur, so sahur lambat. i think my berat badan dah macam nak naik, but entah la. dengan bad hair day yg memanjang. really nampak selekeh pegi kelas and all, i dont look like what i supposed to look like. call me self obsessed ke ape, still, i'm worried sick pasal my apperance. i think its gone too bad sampai nak jumpe therapist pun ade.

nak kate i ni business minded pun tak la. tapi terpikir nak bukak kedai la ape la.. still dalam planning nak tgk mcam mane and buat research on how to open atleast a kiosk la kan. ermm.. tengokla how it goes. bersemangat jugak tapi tuhan saje yg tahu..

tomorrow ade majlis buke puasa at my house yg i rent ngan my fren ni. so, mesti busy kan esok? hopefully everything gonna goes fine. gamba pun x byk lagi masuk dlm computer. byk lagi bende nak buat.. tapi entahla. takde mood nak buat. rase cam my life is not complete. sigh'''

tak baek merungut kan? tapi takpelaaa.. sekali sekala...

currently reading the zahir recommended by aqila.. so far best :)