believe it or not.. i was once 110kgs when i was in sekolah menenengah. by the time masuk asasi law, my mom forced me to go jogging every evening untuk turunkan my weight. maybe die dah risau tgk anak nyer yg dah makin gedabaks nie. but seriously, i was very big back then. i taknak jadi mcm tu balik. dah serik asyik kene perli everytime. badan besar la mcm2 lagi. dah la suare kecik kan.. mcm perems.. i tak kepit occay..
now, i tersangatla menjage penampilan i. bukan la nak kate sekarang dah hensem ke ape. i think i look alot better dari dulu. i shud have known kan. dulu keje makan tak hengat. ngap jer semua. tu yg besar tu..
now.. i sangatlah gila nak kurus sampai my dad ckp im obses with it. YES I AM!! i tak taw mcm mane nak ckp.. but yes, i obses sebab i think im not fit enuff lagi. masih lagi ade sisa-sisa gemuk tu. hopefully, dah tak gemuk la pasni.. its not wrong to be fat, but it is better to be fit. if uols rase penampilan u elok la berbadan besar, thats ur choice. now berat i dah 78kg. still ade 5 kgs lagi nak turun. itew yang payah tu. the last 5 selalu paling hazab nak habis. i will survive and i will try!!
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hey hey.. 110kg? menakotkan! hehehe. kan best kalo i dapat experienced tat! i makin kurusssssss. huhu. nak puasa lagi ni! adoih. neway, u ade motif nak kurus! hahaha. tu yg payah nak trn lagik 5kg! nawaitu lari gtu! hahha. lalalalla.
omigawsh...
ko bukannya satu2nya orang yg kena perli2 during high school ok???
i had awful nightmare during highschool...
imagine... siap kena baling botol dgn batu ok???
u cube imagine the torment???
cam kimak sangat... why la mentality masyarakat takleh terima imperfections?
macamlah body sekor kat luar sana tue sejibik tyra gisele segala...
fooookiess....
but then itu dulu la... i felt so low... sampai at one point i rasa cam nk commit suicide jewr... seyes!!!
tapi skarang i dah tak peduli...
pegi mampos dengan semua orang...
janji aku rasa chantek... and aku fikir aku chantek... dh cukup...
orang yg slalu dok kutuk2 aku tue... dengan slumber jewr aku kuarkan statement nie:
"korunk semua leh tadah air kencing aku dalam tempurung... pastu cermin sket muka korunk dalam tue... tengok chantek sangat ke muka korunk tue... layak sangat ke nk hina2 orang... baru korunk datang carik aku. occay???"
bebaru nie ada budak nangis dengar statemen tue... ahaks....
mrasalah tulah daripada mizz_shandye_aguilera...
ahaks...
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